The Bhagavad-gita (07.28) indicates that we will become
determined in our devotional practices when we live purely and stop impure
actions. This begs the question: how can we come to that level of pure living
without first having determination?
To understand, consider bodybuilding. A well-muscled body
results from a diligent regimen of exercise. It’s unrealistic to expect strong
muscles in the early days of our working out at a gym. And yet we do have some
muscles initially that we use to start working out. When we exercise regularly
and fully whatever muscles we have, we develop stronger muscles.
Similarly, it’s unrealistic to expect unbreakable
determination in devotion right from the early days of our spiritual life. But
we need to use whatever determination we presently have to choose Krishna
instead of worldly temptations, thus choosing the pure instead of the impure.
Such choosing gradually fosters a habit of purity. Further, our willingness to
sacrifice worldly pleasures for Krishna’s service pleases him and attracts his
mercy, which manifests as an increased taste for the pure, ultimately the
supremely pure object, Krishna. Thanks to such a taste, choosing him becomes
easier and sweeter, thereby strengthening our determination to choose him.
Thus, determination is the fruit of purification – and this fruit manifests
from the root of our using whatever determination we presently have.
So, meditating on the Gita statement that determination is
the fruit of purification can protect us from fretting futilely about our weak
determination. Instead, we can just focus on using our present determination to
make the pure choices within our capacity. By consistently making small but
significant pure choices – akin to diligently exercising daily according to our
present muscle capacity – our inner muscles, our determination to choose
Krishna, will strengthen, thus making our devotional practices steadier and
sweeter.
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