How can I perceive Krishna’s mercy?” We as devotee-seekers
may get this question because we know how important his mercy is for our
spiritual growth.
Based on our experiences in bhakti, we may perceive
Krishna’s mercy in the devotionally intense moments that we sometimes relish.
During kirtans, darshans, pilgrimages or interactions with advanced devotees,
we sometimes feel devotionally transported, as if we have risen to a blissful
arena far above routine life’s anxiety or inanity. Because such experiences are
so profoundly different from our usual experiences, we may feel, “Wow! This is
indeed Krishna’s mercy.”
As compared to devotional flights that come and go
unpredictably, philosophical insights come much more predictably whenever we
apply ourselves to serious scriptural study.
Such flights of ecstasy are, however, not the only
manifestation of Krishna’s mercy. And more importantly ecstasy will manifest
regularly in our heart only after we become sufficiently pure. Till then, we
will periodically go through phases of devotional tastelessness. Lest we
misinfer from such phases that Krishna has stopped being merciful, we need to
expand our conception of mercy.
Krishna’s mercy manifests not only as our devotional flights
to higher spiritual experience, but also as our philosophical insights about
our current experience. For example, such insights will convince us that even
when we don’t feel good while doing devotional activities, they still work –
they purify us, though we may not perceive the purification due to the mind’s fickleness
and bhakti’s subtlety. Essentially, philosophical insight will empower us to
consistently practice bhakti, irrespective of our circumstantial feelings. TheBhagavad-gita (10.11) indicates that Krishna’s mercy manifests as inner
knowledge that counters misconceptions.
As compared to devotional flights that come and go
unpredictably, philosophical insights come much more predictably whenever we
apply ourselves to serious scriptural study. By cherishing these insights, we
can practice bhakti consistently, thereby purifying our heart and propelling
ourselves on the ultimate devotional flight to Krishna’s world of immortal
love.
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