Intention refers to conscious determination to do a
particular thing. Intensity refers to wholehearted absorption in doing that
thing.
Our spiritual practices frequently lack intensity. For
example, when we meditate, often our mind doesn’t focus on the object of
meditation, Krishna, but instead wanders to various worldly objects. Unintense
devotional practices provide little taste because taste comes primarily when
our consciousness connects with Krishna who manifests when we practice
devotional service wholeheartedly.
Suppose a mother offers a delicious juice to her baby by
pouring it into his mouth. But if the baby gets infatuated with something else
and turns his face away from the juice, he can’t enjoy its taste. Our mind is
like that unintelligent baby – it gets infatuated with worldly things and turns
our attention away from Krishna even while we engage externally in devotional
activities. As we are thus distracted, our devotional practices seem tasteless.
Rather than just berating ourselves for being halfhearted or
pushing ourselves by brute force to concentrate, we can take a mental step
backwards and ask ourselves: “Why am I doing this?”
How do we increase our intensity?
By probing and purifying our intention.
Rather than just berating ourselves for being halfhearted or
pushing ourselves by brute force to concentrate, we can take a mental step
backwards and ask ourselves: “Why am I doing this? Why is it important? What
convinces me personally that it is important for me?” Such introspection pushes
our consciousness towards the words of scripture, which gives the intellectual
rationale for devotional service. Further, because scripture is a manifestation
of the all-pure Supreme, contemplation on it purifies us, thereby reinforcing
our pure spiritual intention. Pertinently, the Bhagavad-gita (02.41) indicates
that focused intelligence is the foundation of spiritual success.
When we are thus convinced that devotional service is
important for us, we naturally feel inspired to concentrate on it and to drag
our mind back to it even if it wanders. By such intentional and intense
practice, our devotional service soon becomes tasteful and fruitful.
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